{IM SERIOUSLY LOOSING IT}

tell me again lord, why am i here?

Im tired of being nice

&weighing down myself with all the shit

I know &understand, but sometimes i just choose not to

I'd laugh, but i'm not even sure if im just faking it

I'd cry, but i dont recall the reason why

I'd look into the mirror &be disgusted by what i see

I dont remember what im really like anymore

IM GONNA TAKE MY MEDICINE NOW,

TUCK MYSELF INTO BED &FORGET THE WORLD

HOPING THAT TONIGHT, GOD WOULD LET ME SLEEP FOREVER(: