{DAY THREE - 23 July o8}
from mental pain, comes physical

finally went out with them today.
shopping, studied, singing.

I hear the emptiness in the laughters.
&even the mentioning of your name makes me twitch.

Maybe this silence would actually turn out right,
but still im hoping for things to change.

Im afraid to go home, to face this alone.
I don't want to fall asleep
to wake up to the pain,
over &over again...